BISAYA ENGLISH: PROSE AND POEMS EVERY DAY

Fucking idiot Lily!

By JC Nigado

                                                                                            Mercedes Cabral

‘Fucking idiot Lily!’

If Cabral is reported right, she’s right.

If she’s quoted right, she’s righter.

And if she well meant it, she’s rightest.

Lily had it coming – any way;

Long after the fall of Miller’s Salesman.

The indie culture reared its Achebe head –

To utter blunt what many always knew.

So what’s the fuss, not really?

When fucking idiot Lily is fucking

Idiot Lily – Botoxed and rhinoplastic,

The post-dated-check Banshee.

And where’s the hypocrite ‘bearded meat’?                              

Who licked Lily’s ass for ages.

She eloped to the new movie itch

Manay, with her toady self as spouse.

The MMFF’s Mercedes rolls in, standing tall

As fucking idiot Lily cringes –

And coils in her own motherly,

Well-deserved reputation won.

           

Innocents Daze, Wednesday, 28 December 2016

Tagurabong City, Philippines                                                 Lily Monteverde

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An allergy called and none came                   

By JC Nigado         

An allergy called and none came

It informed such neighbors and friends,

Who whistled, and raised sly rumors

Wild as the sea, and blown over;

The loudest lie laughed the pain out.

And so it is when illness comes;

It strikes a solitary walk.

One must ready in solitude

The cure to heal within without,

Till allergy leaves one’s wellness.

When allergy comes calling again,

Such neighbors and friends shall eke out:

To see no one around the house,

And travel talk of stranger tales --

To feed the sea and make waves tall.

                       

3:30 a.m., Saturday 10 December 2016

Tagurabong City, Philippines

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 Steal life           

 By JC Nigado

                                                                                   

A thief is always a thief

Ignoble in life and in death;                                              

And final sleep is hard to find.                             

He steals a grave strife,                                         

Alone clothed or in cahoots --                              

The mud thieving never ends                              

Congenital thief of decay.                                     

Indecency reigns supreme,                                  

When justice can be as ugly                                

As crime, if not uglier.                                                                                

Electra’s hallmark of shame                                 

Grasped by Gloria’s Nine;                                     

Brazen corruption and deceit --                            

Marcos’s legacy of revenge.                                             

No sense fretting about One’s

Absence of right or wrong --

That betrays the Populist scheme,

Tracing the Nationalsozialist.

Time to rise, to engage anew

And break sob sympathies,

Against the dread of violence.

To bury outrage in disgust,

Upon the skin of protest,

And in the heart of fury.

The New Society decomposes

Into Federal change coming --

New dress for same old trick,

The tyrant’s kin clothing.

Behold the martial law wake

Disorders the youngling swell --

And work a better soil to grow.

Saturday, 12 November 2016

Tagurabong City, Philippines

Alone the pain feels

By JC Nigado

Alone the pain feels

When one’s sick – abed

Or elsewhere, healing

All by oneself, as Tolstoy

Comforts in his peace of war.

Single at birth and in death –

One’s first breath and last;

And sole the discomfort grows.

A carer or a crowd,  

Around the sickroom,

Doesn’t change the reality

Of pain and solitude.

4:00 a.m., Sunday, 4 December 2016   

Tagurabong City, Philippines

Chin by the night of the first soiree

By JC Nigado

By the night of the first soiree

Chin was the very first

Who engaged me like turtle,

Walking merry on a wire

That burned with fire and water.

Stagers call him “Pusit.”

Is it because of the ink

He pouts and spurts dry?

Or is it because he stains

And stinks their bland desire?

Tell me whatever is so

And I’ll believe you never

Because I’ve felt and known

Chin’s chin in sin or holy

With gin, brandy or beer.

By the night of the first soiree

We measured each other friend

A scale that for days weighed

Weeks, months, ever years

Until the night of the last soiree.

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Vean’s dance is street smart                  

By JC Nigado                                                         

Vean’s dance is street smart                                 

On stage borne not out of                                     

Ballet, folk or jazz training;                                    

But from gut and gumption                                               

Of the young and willing                                       

To the tune of life.                                                   

                                                                                   

Vean’s dance is instinct born                               

Like her beauty out of nature,                              

Now invaded by trained hand                              

In the art of appearances --                                   

That enhance or ruin the one                              

Bestowed by rain, sound, air.                               

                                                                                   

Vean’s dance is smarter still                                 

With ballet, pop and jazz                                       

Swaying pirouettes of trumpet:

A challenge to wit and character                         

That seem to break on some                                 

Cold watchers in the rye.                                       

                                                                                   

Dance, Vean, dance!                                             

To the music of life you know

Mind not their inconfidence.

The theater of envy and desire

Is at work all day, cycling --

Recycling the fear of self-doubt.

After dancing,

Wednesday 24 August 2016

Tagurabong City, Philippines

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ARIAN GOLONDRINA: The actress sings to life                 

By JC Nigado                                                                                                                                                                                              

EVERY TIME I see or think about Arian I always recall how she covered Gloria Gaynor’s

“I will survive” on videoke, and claimed it for three minutes. Three minutes are all it takes to press a song and groove it to life once more. Covers can be precarious,

they can make or unmake copies, depending on their take of the material. The moment the song turns carbon, the singer is doomed to disappear--perhaps, into the oblivion of the original. But not Arian.

            First time I saw Arian onstage, in a workshop’s immersion piece,

“Sa Bubungan,” I knew an actress was at hand. She was honed to theater, by gut or game, maybe, and she played already well at the onset. She fit the role and roled the character, as it were, like a real addict drugging the scene.

            In the end, Arian was tagged a Stager hands down, no doubt about it. The “doubt” came much later, during the season, when she displayed her own world, a solitude in a crowd that others couldn’t inhabit. That’s when the talk began; and that’s when I noticed her even more.

            Now, Arian’s part of my days in or out of the PSF.

They say she’s not leading-lady material, but for me she leads

everyone in many ways. Onstage she morphs like a chameleon, or a caterpillar transforming into a butterfly – for that effect. And if some people don’t get it, it’s their problem.

            Arian performs not to please people, anyway. In fact, she does best when she keeps things to herself, sharing only her art and soul. 

                                                                After morning afters, Monday, 29 August 2016

                                                                 Tagurabong City, Philippines